l(a leaf falls)oneliness – E. E. Cummings
YAY!!! I’M AT 50 FOLLOWERS! I know it isn’t really a big deal, but that fact that 50 people care what I have to say makes me sooooo happy! To be honest, I would be happy with 3 followers BUT 50 PEOPLE LOOKED AT MY BLOG AND THOUGHT, “THIS GIRL LOOKS PRETTY COOL.” OMG OMG… Continue reading 50 FOLLOWERS!!!
Depression is not what you see in the movies, It is not a pretty girl looking out a rainy window, It is a girl with an ugly expression, Etched in her face by time, Eyes dry, Unable to cry. Numb from pain, Not even knowing where it is coming from.
Hey sorry I’ve been kinda inactive.
Lately I have been into slam poetry. There’s this really cool organization called Get Lit that teaches kids slam poetry. I found it because of this really inspiration video that you should all go watch. Anyway, today I wanted to write down how I am feeling, but instead I wrote a poem. I don’t know if you will understand it, but that’s ok. I hope you can get something out of it.
I am a Clown
Remember when we all used to laugh together?
I haven’t seen that man in months.
Where has he gone?
Sometimes we see a glimmer,
Slow to come and quick to disappear.
My room is messy,
Cleaning it is an option,
But then when I am done I would have to face the real mess.
So instead I am here.
Trying to feel something,
My heart numb.
And here I am.
Cracking jokes for the crowd,
Hoping someone will laugh,
For human connection,
Trying to ignore the sadness that is eating my bones,
Building a mask of laughter until I don’t remember who I am anymore,
And struggling to break out yet
I can’t stop.
Well, it’s been a roller coaster. But I think I am okay now. Honestly. For the past few years I haven’t known who I am, what I believe in, and what my morals are. And over the past year, I think I have figured it out. I would never say it was a good thing… Continue reading I’m Finally Okay
Hey! My post have been kinda short lately, and this is another teeny one. The title explains it, so I’ll jump right in. Anne Hathaway Emma Watson Shailene Woodley Anna Kendrick I know it’s really short, but bear with me people! Love, Zephyr Truth
“I’m selfish, impatient, and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control, and at times hard to handle. But if you can’t handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don’t deserve me at my best.” -Marilyn Monroe